February 2012
30 posts
ResNet, why did you ask me to re-register my internet connection during week 8 at 1:00 in the morning when it’s only supposed to reset at the beginning of every quarter? That’s silly.
Today is a day where I feel like just lying in bed, curling up in a ball, and sleeping for hours and hours. But I can’t because it’s midterm week. Sigh. Time to focus and get shit done.
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Gave up on math homework, expecting to go to sleep earlier, and ended up staying till four just talking. Eh. It was a good talk though. (: I always end up getting a little defensive when I start talking about the guys I’ve liked, though, because I feel like there hasn’t been a very long period of time where I haven’t liked someone. That should probably change, huh? lol. I guess...
I love my mom.
A text I got from her just now: “u went home im happy and now u gone i feel sad. silly me” Wahhhhhhhh she makes it feel like 25 minutes is so far away. [lol she always gets so much fobbier via text…] Her texts make my day <3
You know you stay up too late when you oversleep...
Whoops.
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I think I abuse the usage of the term “best friend.”
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@dokisays frolicking in the fields of UCSD
keylesskey:
LOL yessssss.
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This really isn’t normal. I didn’t think I’d be breaking down over the phone randomly. The thing is, if anyone had seen me and asked me what happened, I would say nothing. And that’s true. Nothing happened. It’s unexplainable really. For a while, I’ve just had this feeling of… emptiness I suppose. Well, empty might not be the right word, but...
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quantum-leak replied to your post: Things to do: go over practice problems/midterm…
get the browser extension stayfocusd..it keeps you off sites that you choose, for certain hours of the day!
That works.
Will do! Thanks Gautam (: … farewell until tomorrow probably… hahaha
Things to do:
go over practice problems/midterm for econ
rewrite parts of my paper
finish my matlab assignment
start making my cheat sheet for math
… I should get off tumblr… so I’ll go find someone to change my password for me! T_T I have no self-restraint. Sigh.
January 2012
20 posts
I am such an awkward child.
Sometimes I can’t even handle it. hahaha Most of the time I just embrace it though. :P
Wait…
So if I change my math-econ major from the Math department to the Economics department… I can change my program of concentration to Fundamentals of Biology… which only requires 6 lower division classes… 2 of which I’d be cleared for cause of AP Bio… and I wouldn’t need Cogs 1 at all… and I could drop it… and I wouldn’t have to be...
Midterms are next week, and I haven’t been stressing out much this week.
I’ve been oddly calm and haven’t studied much.
… I’m probably going to regret that later.
This might make me sound a bit psychotic, but..
well I guess I’ve been stuck in a bit of rut lately and on the way to my math discussion I decided to just rage at the world and vent and just cuss out everything that was making me frustrated …. all by myself (I don’t think anyone heard me… I wasn’t that loud. lol) and now I feel a little better. ….. I have...
It’s one of those days where I start thinking about all the things that I have to do, and I feel so overwhelmed that I just don’t want to do anything at all. Sigh. Back to work now.
It’s weird how I start classes later this quarter, so I keep on thinking it’s really early in the morning when I wake up… but it’s usually eleven or twelve.
We keep talking about confronting illnesses and death in Warren Writing. It makes me a bit uncomfortable, not gonna lie.
Cogs 1 isn’t as interesting as I’d hoped it’d be.
Turned in my first...
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Goodbye.
This past week and a half has been so surreal.
I didn’t think I’d ever have to deal with the death of a friend so soon. It came so unexpectedly that I think I’m still in shock. How can I still be in disbelief when I saw him in his casket just on Saturday? That Thursday when I found out, I cried, and I cried a lot. Somehow at his vigil I didn’t cry like I thought I...
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Going back to my dorm today feels like such a big...
It may not make sense, but right now it just feels so far away.
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“Even when I’m a very old man, I will still look back and think: what would David...”
– Chris Hamilton (via lauraloveli)
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I don’t want to go back to my dorm tomorrow. I don’t want to start class on Monday. I don’t want to have to pretend that I’m fine and nothing happened because no one at school knew him. I don’t want everything to keep moving on around me. I just want everything to stop. I don’t want to just let this be in the past. I look at all the pictures of him, and it...
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After thoroughly Facebook creeping on myself, here’s a month-by-month photo recap of 2011! (: (A day late, I know)
January: Key Club Party/Best slow dance with the best friends! February: Adventure of a boba trip…. hahaha
Scioly Competition March: Irvine trip!
Photo shoot…?
April: DCON 2011 <3
Deciding to ask someone to prom… god I’m corny. May: ...
I'm better at making ugly faces than smiling.
LOLOL Ilene and I found out yesterday we’re terrible at both. xD
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This was one of my best New Year’s Eves, I would have to say. It was so simple, but it was everything I could have asked for. I wasn’t expecting to have any plans, but it’s those days where something comes up, unplanned, that really turn out the best. I’m happy I spent it with my twin, even though we thought that her family party was so uneventful. It was nice momentarily...